So tonight this word came up twice . A movie description and as something a friend told me I needed. I’ve been cut open 8 times in 2 years and I’m still pushing through. I’ve ended an abusive 46 year relationship late last year. I’ve been almost 2 years cigarette free. I e dealt with the disease of alcoholism in my family, I’m raising awesome kids, I’m a podcaster who lost his voice but not his spirit. I’m heading to a place I called home, maybe to bury some ghosts. I’ll be here with you, maybe you will be here with me. Some journeys are best done alone so no one has to witness your darkest side. That’s what I’m about to do. I’ll make it to the other side. I just dont know what that looks like yet.