So I’ve been dealing with low energy for awhile now. Possibly low testosterone, caused by not regularly working out and not taking care of myself. It is a catch 22 and my normal high energy levels are impacted by fatherhood and a long commute.
Today I finished my intro section for my next podcast season. I have an episode to edit, I have a great deal to record. These will require more editing. I make it difficult on myself because I expect me to get better each episode, but I’m not sure how much better I should expect to get.
I’ve taken down most social media for my podcast, I may get back into it if I properly schedule it.
Prioritize, divide and conquer, ensure what us important remains important. Putting down the cell phone to play with my girls, create with them, inspire them. I need more of that.
If I let apathy and laziness get in the way if creativity then I need to combat it. But if I don’t rest, I’ll burn out quicker. Contemplation is good, but it has to lead to action. Sitting back and letting stuff come to me has never been my forte.
Let’s see what I can do with these contradictions. I’m expecting success. Like I always do.